You know that famous quote from that movie with Jack Nicholson, “You can’t handle the truth”?
I can handle the truth.
I can face the truth.
I know what the truth is.
I know what I want.
The truth is, is that I can talk about “Mr This” and “Mr That” and about all that.
The truth is, is that I wan’t “Mr Right”. Mr. “Right For Me”. to be more specific.
I want a man who can handle me. I want a man who can love me. I want a man, who, in spite of all my idiosynchrosies, can tell me, that he still wants me. I want him to say, “Yes, you are freaking out. Yes, it’s okay, I do love you for being that passionate about your feelings” I want him to tell me not that “it’s going to be alright”, but to go through it with me.
I want someone who is involved in the community, more specifically, to be involved in coaching. Someone who KNOWS what it’s like to feel that. To feel the passion for it, as I do, being involved like that.
Someone who likes and accepts my friends and doesn’t judge them. Someone who I feel comfortable with bring around to my friends. I have always wanted my friends to be a big part of my life. Someone who my friends like, and enjoy being around.
And another most important thing, I want a man who will love my children as I do. Someone who accepts them as I do. Someone who it not looking to replace their father (as the do love their father), but rather wanting to be a part of our lives and be a part of our family. Someone where my children can see what a loving, giving “father figure” should be. Someone who wants to come watch them play sports, or come watch them in their plays or activities.
Someone once told me that I am a provider for everyone but that I do want to be provided for. That is very true. I do want that. I enjoy my independence and being “ME”, but I want someone who loves me for that, and wants to be a partner with me. To be “BESIDE” me, rather than leading me or following me.
I want that best friend. I want that lover. I want it all. I want everything.
I see that in some parts of Mr. This and Mr. That, but I wonder if I will ever find Mr. Right.